Drowning in the depths of depression and sadness, burning with anger, and chained down by alcoholism, Jonathan couldn't take any more. After the loss of his father as a young boy, facing countless horrific death scenes in the line of duty, and the death of his first son, Jonathan turned to the world for answers and found only darkness. Facing the threat of losing his job as a police officer and also the loss of his wife and daughter, Jonathan contemplates suicide and turns to the only One who can truly save.—Jonathan Hickory